No. 18761 - Lucida - April 28th, 2011 - 4:50 PM
While I'm doing magic, mostly before and during reaching gnosis, I feel a very tangible and 'bright' 'electrical' pressure in my frontal lobe, and sometimes as extensive as the top of my head and down my face/throat.
While doing energy work or when meditating this feeling can extend to other parts of my body, and I can will it to move around.
After magic while returning to a more grounded, low-vibration reality, my head can feel both very spacious and pressurized, like energy is pressing on the inside walls. Again, this can extend to other parts of my body.
I can become very tired while doing magic, probably mostly due to late-night, long-duration (12-3 am is typical, sometimes as late as 5 am) but if I can muster past the tired feeling, I think it can be transformed into a much more powerful 'electrical' sensation that gives me both mental alertness and a disconnection from reality. Afterwards I'm drained and just want to sleep, which can sometimes be difficult depending on how 'electrified' my mind stays after grounding myself. Food helps ground me. Usually I get hungry, but again, it's probably because my rituals last for a while and dinner comes at like 7-8 pm. I definitely feel more connected and spiritual the next few days, though.